HANG ON

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HANG ON

« on: January 07, 2010, 04:45:07 AM »

IVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS ESPECIALLY THE LAST SEVERAL MONTHS,THAT GOD WILL HAVE ME,US GO THRU HARDSHIPS N TRIALS NOT ONLY FOR US BUT ALWAYS FOR OTHERS,JESUS REMINDED ME YESTERDAY THAT WHEN HE CAME TO THIS EARTH AS A MAN THAT HE ALSO FELT WHAT THEY FELT, COMPASSION ABOUNDED IN HIS HEART FOR THOSE THAT ARE HURTING ,THOSE THAT WERE LOST,HE BECAME MAN TO FEEL WHAT THEY FELT,TO GO THRU WHAT THEY GO THRU, NOT FOR HIS SAKE BUT OUR SAKE...YESTERDAY A SPIRIT OF DEPRESSION HIT ME HARD,IT JUST TAKES EVERYTHING OUT OF YOU,IT FEELS LIKE YOUR DYING ON THE INSIDE,HOPELESSNESS SETS IN N ALL I COULD DO WAS TO LAY THERE N CALL OUT TO HIM,IM HERE JESUS,JUST SPEAK TO ME,I NEED YOUR ARMS AROUND ME,I DIDNT HAVE ANY FIGHT LEFT..MY TRIAL RIGHT NOW,IS TRUSTING JESUS WITH EVERY PROVISION RIGHT DOWN TO THE VERY BASICS,0 INCOME.NO JOBS IN SIGHT ,MONTHS BEHIND ON THE BILLS..I WAIT EVERYDAY FOR HIS PROVISION N HE SHOWS ME EVERYDAY HES THERE CARRYING US,IN SO MANY LITTLE WAYS,BUT THIS WALK IS HARD BECAUSE ITS EVERYDAY TRUSTING,N ITS KEEPING MY EYES ONLY ON TODAY.I DONT WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW BECAUSE WITHOUT GOD IN MY MIST THERE WOULD BE NO COMING OUT OF THIS..NOW THE GOOD PART OF THIS TRIAL,IS IVE FALLEN SO IN LOVE WITH JESUS ,SPENDING EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY WITH HIM,THATS SOMETHING I WOULDNT TRADE FOR ANYTHING..IM LEARNING TO WALK IN LOVE N COMPASSION FOR ALL HUMANS,TO KNOW THEIR PAIN TO WALK THEIR WALK.KNOWING INSIDE THAT IF GOD DIDNT ALLOW ME TO WALK THIS WALK,THEN HOW WOULD I BE ABLE TO RELATE TO THEM,THOSE THAT DONT HAVE GOD ,EVERY BAD THING IN THIS LIFE,EVERYTHING THAT IVE SUFFERED,GOD HAS BEEN ABLE TO BRING GOOD OUT OF IT,FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS..GOD HAS NEVER FORSAKEN ME,ALWAYS FAITHFUL,THATS ONE THING I CAN SAY ,HES NEVER LET ME DOWN NOR WILL HE,I DONT SAY THESE THINGS FOR PITY OR FOR A HANDOUT,I AM TRULY GRATEFUL FOR HIM LOVING ME SO MUCH THAT HE WOULD TAKE ME TO THIS PLACE OF TEACHING ME THAT IN THE DAYS TO COME ...HE WILL BE MY ONLY SOURCE,OUR ONLY SOURCE...SO WHEN YOU HIT THE HARD SPOTS IN LIFE WHEATER IT BE HEALTH,MARRIAGE,LOST FAMILY MEMBERS OR LOST INCOME,GOD IS FAITHFUL ,ITS US WHO GIVE UP BEFORE THE ANSWER COMES,ITS US WHO WALK AWAY..DONT GIVE UP NO MATTER WHAT, GOD IS FAITHFUL N HE WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU.THAT I CAN STAKE MY LIFE ON..HE LOVES YOU N HE LOVES ME..N LIVE OR DIE I WILL TRUST HIM..I HOPE THIS ENCOURAGES YOU ALL GOING THRU DIFFICULT TIMES ,GOD IS FAITHFUL DONT GIVE UP,YOUR ANSWER CAME AS SOON AS YOU PRAYED,BUT EVEN THOU ITS BEEN DONE IN THE SUPERNATUAL,HE WILL OFTEN HOLD OFF IN PUTTING IT IN THE NATURAL UNTIL HE WORKS OUT OUR HEART IN THE THINGS OF GOD


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Cyndi Maria Jesse

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« Reply #1 on: January 07, 2010, 06:58:35 AM »

Amen! Amen! This really blessed my heart this morning Bella~
Thank you for sharing this with us beautiful sister and for blessing the Savior~
O Praise Him! Cheesy

Cyndi


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« Reply #2 on: January 07, 2010, 09:37:59 AM »

Hello Saints of God, I've been off here for awhile now since so many things have happened in my life I've spent more time in the hospitals and work when I can, but I accept this message this morning I felt so alone for so long and didn't know what God was doing with me as trial after trial hit me relentlessly I myself almost gave up all hope and the joy left me, I began to cut people out of my life and shut doors to anything I couldn't handle which resulted in a more isolated cave than I had ever walked. As of this past week my husband had a heart attack I just went into shock after 3 months of darkness I know I can't live without the Lord and the people of God, I just need prayer, please pray for me as I know I will not give up. I know there is more for my life than heart break I've been going through, whatever the Lord is doing I pray I have made Him happy and He can say well done thou faithful servant. Thank you.
Regina


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« Reply #3 on: January 07, 2010, 12:26:20 PM »

REGINA.. DEAR SAINT,DONT GIVE UP,I TO WENT INTO THAT PLACE,I WITHDREW FROM THE WORLD,BECAUSE I TO COULDNT HANDLE ONE MORE THING,I COULDNT HELP OTHERS WITH THEIR CRISIS BECAUSE I COULDNT EVEN HELP ME,BUT I WASNT ALONE,HE WAS THERE ,OUR JESUS,WITH SO MUCH LOVE SO MUCH COMPASSION..I TOOK THAT PLACE OF WITHDRAW,AND SPENT ALL MY TIME WITH HIM..I GOT TO KNOW HIS HEART N I GOT TO KNOW HIM..DONT GIVE UP,STAND ..GOD IS FAITHFUL HE CAN NOT LIE..TRUST HIM,THATS WHAT HE IS AFTER ..WILL YOU TRUST HIM..N LET HIM BE GOD IN YOUR LIFE...WE WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GET THRU THE DAYS COMING,IF WE DONT LEARN TO TRUST HIM NOW,N HIM ALONE..DO NOT LET SATANS LIES TAKE YOU TO THAT PLACE OF GIVING UP,JESUS LOVES YOU ,HE LOVES YOU,HE LOVES YOU,YOU CAN TRUST HIM.OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU....


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« Reply #4 on: January 07, 2010, 02:37:02 PM »

Thank you for your heartfelt words of wisdom Bella. I know they came at a great price & from much suffering. I believe your words touched the heart of the Father and put a smile on His face today.

Regina, I pray the Lord will restore in full measure & running over the joy of the Lord
which is our strength. I've missed seeing you on the forum.You have always been at the forefront in praying for others. I'll keep you & your family in my prayers--please let us know how they're doing.

~Heather


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« Reply #5 on: January 10, 2010, 12:30:09 AM »

Just to let you know I so very much appreciate you and this site where real children of God are in this day we are in. With one more blow to my life I lost my job today I'm holding on or so I think, truth is God is holding me and all my ways Praise God for you and all who are in the Body of Christ, Thank you for your prayers they mean everything to me. Thank you.
Regina


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« Reply #6 on: February 11, 2010, 10:16:27 AM »

Thank you Bella for sharing your burdens with us. Wink

It is what we ought to do for one another, and it blesses those of us who are going through simular or many even the same things. May the Lord bless you for your willingness to share what you are going through, and being able to encourage others in the process. I needed to here it well. God bless!

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« Reply #7 on: February 11, 2010, 04:36:13 PM »

LESLIE,he did what i call a creative miracle ,all bills were paid up to date n even thou my husband is still out of work n o income ,hes still carryng us,somehow ,someway..its funny ,but he wants our faith in all areas ,so now hes working on our marriage n some health issues,but if we don't give up n that is the key ,his faithfulness will always show up..he keeps telling me that he can not lie his word is true,everything is always in process n he loves us so much n he is so good .what Ive learned above everything .is how blessed we are that he would allow these trials in our life n that he cares so much to take us thru baby step by baby step,instead of all at once ..one day when all hell breaks loose, with the world we will be able to stand,because we will have learned first hand his faithfulness n his love for us,and the amazing thing is everything we go thru will help someone else..one thing he showed me on depression ,pain turn inward,was when we look at the circumstances. a death can come on us,a hopelessness n unbelief,depression can n will come on because we focus on what we don't have n need ..but he said when you begin to thank me for what you do have ,youll notice a joy n life comes on ,faith abounds n things start happening n its because we chose life n thankfulness instead of depression n death..when i changed the way i thought ,things started breaking loose n my miracle came ..it was like jesus was just waiting on me to get this,am i out of all my trials, no ,is it fun ,no ..but trusting him ,live or die,that i will do...n so much has been learned because of being in the wilderness,that even thou its no fun to suffer, n ive had my share of that,i would not trade it for anything because that is where i find my jesus every minute of everyday,love ya ,girl


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« Reply #8 on: February 11, 2010, 07:38:21 PM »

Dear Sister:

I have been in similar circumstances as you in the past, it is for sure a growing season, to learn of Him and that means learning to trust Him with it all!

We must remember when we see similar situations that may reflect His Word in Job; satan could only do what God allowed, and the whole purpose was to test Job's love for the Lord. Job was given a strong testimony; just as it saying in Revelations 12:11, and we can not have a testimony without a test!

The Lord knew Job's heart and his intentions, as He knows yours, nothing can come upon us without His permission and He will not bring a test without making a way to stand through that test.

To Him Be All the Glory!


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